hullo everyone...been ages huh? yea...been goin through some stuff..aint got a lot of time. as of me and eric? long loooong story..i love him and i miss him dearly but i'm not so sure we'll be together again. yes we broke up, no i don't know why i'm still trying to figure it out and we've been apart since august.

SCHOOL:
I'm failing..miserably...to much stress..can't focus, and my parents want me to take anger manegement. i'm not psyco...i just can't controll my temper. its better my knuckles bleed on the trees and other random objects then me going emo cutting myself, punching holse in walls and their faces.

ANIMALS:
I'm sad to say...my wolf died. the beautiful white one. Kiba. he passed away 10/22/08 of disease called distemper. its a disease that he can get from a racoon or fox or other dog that had it...either by breathing in the same area..eating them, or rolling in their shit...it doesn't matter, he still got it. i was devastated that my beautiful baby boy died. Then, to make it worse, my other dog, Jett the shephard died from the same disease. i miss them both very much and they will always be with me in spirit. <3

IN OTHER NEWS:
I'm getting back surgery. i have a degeneric disk disorder..no i'm not mutated. I have scoliosis and my back just...idk went funny. the surgeon said he wanted me to get the operation asap. its going to be a 6-11 hour surgery and they're putting in 8 screws to give my back more support.

SORRY:
I know it's been ages. i'll be checking my DA quite frequently now and i have a note book of drawings that i'm going to be posting soon. so...write me mail me note me...idk something to let me know that you read this. I love you if you did.

<3 me